This is my second post, same day. My name is Bryan I am a New York native and moved to Baltimore. I enjoy both areas, they have their strengths and they have their weaknesses. I am very interested in this thing we call life. So many questions so little time. But most importantly, you, who are you. I ask myself that question everyday. What am I, what are we doing here. If human beings are here by chance, the big bang theory, then we have no cause, no aim. We are simply the product of an improbable stream of events that have ended with us.
So can this be the case? Can we be here just because. Well that's fine with me. I make my own path anyway. (Or at least that's what I want to say.) Really we live our lives with no idea of how or why we are here. Well I don't really have an answer for that, yet. But I do know why I am here writing this blog. Because we are here. Because one day, if we wait long enough and try hard enough, we can decide for ourselves our own purpose.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
My first spot
This is my first post. I figure I should show you some stuff I have elsewhere so you can get to know me while I make some new stuff. You should know that I went through a phase where my "i" was changed to the letter "y". It had to do with my name. Enjoy.
"920"
No Long speech. Im just at home chillin and this comes on. CMG waddup. 3C waddup OC waddup.
First things first, good mornin
Don't you hear the world, how it's callyn
I been up for awhile, why you yawnin?
No time for sleep, start performin
Let me say this, hit the pavement
Use the streets as ur stages
I was told by the Brotha of the Nation that those pages
Aint mean nothin tyll the Black ink was on the white makin statements.Patience
Only comes from those on the bottom of the wayt lys
tMy dreams so hygh yts lyke they're weyghtless
So yf I run outta gas Ima start screamyn cadence...
Lyke "Left, left, left-right, left"
Death ys def. when u catch ur breath.
So until then homey just follow my steps.
Even when I jest I speak relevance
CMG told me "Yo, Organize the Block"
My other homey told me "Yo, organize the rocks"
Now the latter is in cars gettin rides from cops
The dude J was a banga and loss his head to shots
I hope eventually what he died from can just stop
But until that day I just stay steady
Got 2 fryends, one macheteWe don't go out much but yeah she's ready
Dont pout much, but the world is heavy
And I wonder if the government is down for change
Illinois governor brought down some pains
.So quick fast gonna say bye to his bitch ass
Now Obama's gonna be the new president
"Mama the white house has a new resident"
Stay settin precedentAnd now kids the lesson is
Study hard and do the same
Maybe one day they'll remember your name.
Just think for the moment
Oceans of emotions have us hopin
That these love potions wear off before they open
More strength to the opponent
This divided nation makes the government a quotient
Listening to lies makes the truth absolutely potent
Make you wanna go crazy don't it?
With my mind I play mind tricks
And say "Fine if,
Obama had a white chick,
Even if she was the finest
Would you still be aligned withHis view?
"Well I dont kno, so I ask you.Is it true,
Ain't no racists, cuz hows that the case if
The jail is the only thing full of black faces?
Save this
"Be A Rose"
I have a little 3 yr old sister and as I watch her grow I realize one day her mind is goin to be concerned with more than just Dora the Explorer and the latest Disney movie. I wish this day never come but I thought it best to start preparing. So when she is 13 or 14 (or whatever age it is that young girls develop interests) Im gonna say...
Ive been walking this earth for 20 years
Seen hurt and shed plenty tears
From loss of many peers.
Watched high hopes crushed by skinny fears.
Weak ones, aint any here.
Only strong strive, try to survive
Try to stay alive. Feel pain, try not to cry.
Look to the sky and wonder why do many birds fly.
I look down and get astounded by how pretty the ground is.I
can listen to true flowers for hours,
Immature brothas are scared of the powers
Of the beauty of the Ros
eCuz they get cut when they try to pluck where she says don't.
Now they understand "no's."
You know the same dudes I can't stand tho.
They get tired of trying and take they ass to the dandelion.
But I can't talk, because it's not the plant's fault.
It's just doing what weeds do, alot like us people.
Getting to it is not hard
Why? Becasue it doesnt have alot to to guard.
I suppose it's better to be a rose,
And wait for somebody to give you a dozen of those.
"When she's Away"
Those who know me know my all time favorite song is "Aint no Sunshine" by Bill Withers. I used to just put that 2 minute track on repeat and let Mr. Withers linger in my ear. But I have realized that it's not only the sun ray that keeps you alive. Sometimes, sometimes the rain water is the ONLY thing that could make the sun scorched scars heal faster, So...
"Aint no sunshine when she's gone."
But the earth screamed to long For the rainwater,
Tired of the same order,
Lies turn to truth
Choked out through roots
Ground burned by proof, drought is what the sane called her.
If I was a plant, at least I could breathe
But I can't, I was deceived.
She sayd "all I want is to know you"
Really all she wanted was my O-2
And to empty out every vein, so she could flow through
Fortunate flower, so many emotions you are unknown to
I supposeI couldn't tell a rose
How it feels when someone disowns you.
"Its not warm when she's away"
But I pray
That is where she decides to stay.
I beg the Lord to banish the blue and keep my skies that gray
Because this botany
Has become monotany
Watching how this plant
"Withers" ties a knot in me.
So often I try to leave but those trees were holdin me back, stoppin me.
101-World HistoryWas it meant to be?A mystery
Like the death of 2pac, pay attention please
No need to wonder What I see in thunder
It gives me cover, calls me a lov(h)er
"And this house just ain't no home"
The ships have sailed, the plane has flown
Out my book within my phone
Don't call me a friend, not in that zone
I gave my heart, now give back that loan.
Regain myself, resat my throne.
The Bible was God's word, I give you my own.
Though I remember your face, and your moan,
Cold December is safe, I stand the tone.
So in this case, this Man has grown.
Watch her leave, those damn dogs do roam.
"Anytime she goes away..."
"131"
Because she loved
Because she loved we started out together
Wanted yt to be so we fygured better now than ever.
Our nyghts could not of been any wetter
And we were bryght, so no, never cared about the weather.
However,That aynt the reason for thys letter
.Now my mynd ys tethered
To a shootyn star
Though yt was boosted fa
rIt was sure to come down soon and leave useless scars.
I bet
Thats what I get
For gyvyn credyt
And all she'd do was charge
.How dare stupyd cupyd choose these hearts,
One fyght so hard, the other refuse to guard
.Wyth every new text comes a brand new mess.
I got hurt, you got hurt we both brew stress.
Flashbulb memoryes of you undressed.
But I'm not bytter I'm just mad,
No regrets for the tyme we had.
Lyfe moves on, well myne yt drags.
Because so many nyghts I wake up
Wyth emotyons of the fyrst nyght of a break up.
And how ur eyes streamed wythout make up
Gleamed wythout Jacob.I
n my heart of hearts I cared
Just wysh u would of been aware.
"Boogey Man"
It’s lyke you syttynWaytyn for the party to fynysh
And you squyntyn, watchyn happy people hyntyn whyle they yn yt.
But thys ys busyness, keep your head low and out the wyndow, don’t get mentyoned.
What they syppyn?
The musyc ys kynda low but yf you can lysten
You hear the heart’s beat, man the jam ys hyttyn.
They work hard all week now they just wanna relyeve the tensyon.
But all of myne ys relyeved so wat am I myssyn?
Now wat you doyn ys bad but yt aynt the fyrst tyme
Thys plan came through yn the past, and you not feelyn no worse, I’m
Gonna revyew from the last,
go ahead and reverse-wynd
She came through yn a flash and started undoyn her skyrt, whyned
About her dude and you laughed as you subdued her wyt punch lynes
BACK to thys house, my homey yt’s crunch tyme
Fyrst gyrl wyt a pout, and she ys just dumb fine.
So nyght after nyght you cruyse the street
Cuz usually by two or three
Another lady’s been bruysed or beat.
And you, well you gonna sweep up every pyece, Make her feel warm agayn.
Pyck up her smyle and put yt on agayn.
So you sex at nyght, then wake her up so yt’s on agayn.
And all along, her friend
.If one neglects theyr duty you can,
BE THE MOST BEAUTYFUL BOOGY MAN.
"920"
No Long speech. Im just at home chillin and this comes on. CMG waddup. 3C waddup OC waddup.
First things first, good mornin
Don't you hear the world, how it's callyn
I been up for awhile, why you yawnin?
No time for sleep, start performin
Let me say this, hit the pavement
Use the streets as ur stages
I was told by the Brotha of the Nation that those pages
Aint mean nothin tyll the Black ink was on the white makin statements.Patience
Only comes from those on the bottom of the wayt lys
tMy dreams so hygh yts lyke they're weyghtless
So yf I run outta gas Ima start screamyn cadence...
Lyke "Left, left, left-right, left"
Death ys def. when u catch ur breath.
So until then homey just follow my steps.
Even when I jest I speak relevance
CMG told me "Yo, Organize the Block"
My other homey told me "Yo, organize the rocks"
Now the latter is in cars gettin rides from cops
The dude J was a banga and loss his head to shots
I hope eventually what he died from can just stop
But until that day I just stay steady
Got 2 fryends, one macheteWe don't go out much but yeah she's ready
Dont pout much, but the world is heavy
And I wonder if the government is down for change
Illinois governor brought down some pains
.So quick fast gonna say bye to his bitch ass
Now Obama's gonna be the new president
"Mama the white house has a new resident"
Stay settin precedentAnd now kids the lesson is
Study hard and do the same
Maybe one day they'll remember your name.
Just think for the moment
Oceans of emotions have us hopin
That these love potions wear off before they open
More strength to the opponent
This divided nation makes the government a quotient
Listening to lies makes the truth absolutely potent
Make you wanna go crazy don't it?
With my mind I play mind tricks
And say "Fine if,
Obama had a white chick,
Even if she was the finest
Would you still be aligned withHis view?
"Well I dont kno, so I ask you.Is it true,
Ain't no racists, cuz hows that the case if
The jail is the only thing full of black faces?
Save this
"Be A Rose"
I have a little 3 yr old sister and as I watch her grow I realize one day her mind is goin to be concerned with more than just Dora the Explorer and the latest Disney movie. I wish this day never come but I thought it best to start preparing. So when she is 13 or 14 (or whatever age it is that young girls develop interests) Im gonna say...
Ive been walking this earth for 20 years
Seen hurt and shed plenty tears
From loss of many peers.
Watched high hopes crushed by skinny fears.
Weak ones, aint any here.
Only strong strive, try to survive
Try to stay alive. Feel pain, try not to cry.
Look to the sky and wonder why do many birds fly.
I look down and get astounded by how pretty the ground is.I
can listen to true flowers for hours,
Immature brothas are scared of the powers
Of the beauty of the Ros
eCuz they get cut when they try to pluck where she says don't.
Now they understand "no's."
You know the same dudes I can't stand tho.
They get tired of trying and take they ass to the dandelion.
But I can't talk, because it's not the plant's fault.
It's just doing what weeds do, alot like us people.
Getting to it is not hard
Why? Becasue it doesnt have alot to to guard.
I suppose it's better to be a rose,
And wait for somebody to give you a dozen of those.
"When she's Away"
Those who know me know my all time favorite song is "Aint no Sunshine" by Bill Withers. I used to just put that 2 minute track on repeat and let Mr. Withers linger in my ear. But I have realized that it's not only the sun ray that keeps you alive. Sometimes, sometimes the rain water is the ONLY thing that could make the sun scorched scars heal faster, So...
"Aint no sunshine when she's gone."
But the earth screamed to long For the rainwater,
Tired of the same order,
Lies turn to truth
Choked out through roots
Ground burned by proof, drought is what the sane called her.
If I was a plant, at least I could breathe
But I can't, I was deceived.
She sayd "all I want is to know you"
Really all she wanted was my O-2
And to empty out every vein, so she could flow through
Fortunate flower, so many emotions you are unknown to
I supposeI couldn't tell a rose
How it feels when someone disowns you.
"Its not warm when she's away"
But I pray
That is where she decides to stay.
I beg the Lord to banish the blue and keep my skies that gray
Because this botany
Has become monotany
Watching how this plant
"Withers" ties a knot in me.
So often I try to leave but those trees were holdin me back, stoppin me.
101-World HistoryWas it meant to be?A mystery
Like the death of 2pac, pay attention please
No need to wonder What I see in thunder
It gives me cover, calls me a lov(h)er
"And this house just ain't no home"
The ships have sailed, the plane has flown
Out my book within my phone
Don't call me a friend, not in that zone
I gave my heart, now give back that loan.
Regain myself, resat my throne.
The Bible was God's word, I give you my own.
Though I remember your face, and your moan,
Cold December is safe, I stand the tone.
So in this case, this Man has grown.
Watch her leave, those damn dogs do roam.
"Anytime she goes away..."
"131"
Because she loved
Because she loved we started out together
Wanted yt to be so we fygured better now than ever.
Our nyghts could not of been any wetter
And we were bryght, so no, never cared about the weather.
However,That aynt the reason for thys letter
.Now my mynd ys tethered
To a shootyn star
Though yt was boosted fa
rIt was sure to come down soon and leave useless scars.
I bet
Thats what I get
For gyvyn credyt
And all she'd do was charge
.How dare stupyd cupyd choose these hearts,
One fyght so hard, the other refuse to guard
.Wyth every new text comes a brand new mess.
I got hurt, you got hurt we both brew stress.
Flashbulb memoryes of you undressed.
But I'm not bytter I'm just mad,
No regrets for the tyme we had.
Lyfe moves on, well myne yt drags.
Because so many nyghts I wake up
Wyth emotyons of the fyrst nyght of a break up.
And how ur eyes streamed wythout make up
Gleamed wythout Jacob.I
n my heart of hearts I cared
Just wysh u would of been aware.
"Boogey Man"
It’s lyke you syttynWaytyn for the party to fynysh
And you squyntyn, watchyn happy people hyntyn whyle they yn yt.
But thys ys busyness, keep your head low and out the wyndow, don’t get mentyoned.
What they syppyn?
The musyc ys kynda low but yf you can lysten
You hear the heart’s beat, man the jam ys hyttyn.
They work hard all week now they just wanna relyeve the tensyon.
But all of myne ys relyeved so wat am I myssyn?
Now wat you doyn ys bad but yt aynt the fyrst tyme
Thys plan came through yn the past, and you not feelyn no worse, I’m
Gonna revyew from the last,
go ahead and reverse-wynd
She came through yn a flash and started undoyn her skyrt, whyned
About her dude and you laughed as you subdued her wyt punch lynes
BACK to thys house, my homey yt’s crunch tyme
Fyrst gyrl wyt a pout, and she ys just dumb fine.
So nyght after nyght you cruyse the street
Cuz usually by two or three
Another lady’s been bruysed or beat.
And you, well you gonna sweep up every pyece, Make her feel warm agayn.
Pyck up her smyle and put yt on agayn.
So you sex at nyght, then wake her up so yt’s on agayn.
And all along, her friend
.If one neglects theyr duty you can,
BE THE MOST BEAUTYFUL BOOGY MAN.
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